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Friday, October 21, 2005



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.x shin&chaegyung <33 x.

YOU ARE A FUCKING IDIOT WHO HAS NO BRAIN WHATSOVER

YOU KNOW WHAT.IM SICK OF THIS FUCKING PLACE WHERE IM SUPPOSED TO CALL HOME

WAD THE HELL GIVES U THE RIGHT TO SCOLD ME AS U PLEASE

TO FORCE ME TO SLEEP AS U PLEASE

TO NOT ALLOW TO WATCH TV AS U PLEASE

WHAT THE FUCKING HELL DO U THINK U ARE

A GOD?

MY FOOT

I DETEST U

I HATE U

U SUCK

I HATE THIS FUCKING WORLD.

SCREAM AT ME ALL U WANT

DUN SHOUT AT ME WHEN THE ELECTRICITY BILLS RUN HIGH

CUZ IVE BEEN SLEEPING EARLY AND USING MORE AIRCON

DUN BLAME ME WHEN I BECOME A NERD BECAUSE I STUDY TOO MUCH

DUN BLAME ME WHEN I GO BONKERS BECAUSE U MADE ME STUDY TOO MUCH

U KNOW WHAT

U ALWAYS BLAME OTHERS. CRITICIZE OTHERS

BUT HAVE U THOUGHT ABOUT HOW LOUSY U YOURSELF ARE

HAVE U EVER THOUGHT OF HOW U GOTTA WORK AT A LOUSY HOTEL WITH A LOUSY JOB CUZ U GOT NO HAND AT ENGLISH AT ALL

HAVE U THOUGHT ABOUT HOW U COULD SPEND ALL UR TIME IMPROVING URSELF INSTEAD OF SCOLDING ME.

TORTURIN ME

HAVE U THOUGHT ABOUT OTHERS FEELINGS

HOW DID U LIKE IT WHEN GRANDMA SCOLDED U

YOU ARE NOT THE GOD

I AM NOT OBLIGED TO LISTEN TO YOU

IF NOT FOR THE FACT THAT U GIVE ME POCKET MONEY

TRUST ME. I WOULD NEVER LISTEN TO U

STOP PUSHING ME

I HAVE LIMITS

YOU AND UR HAND AND UR CANE AND WHATEVER SHIT U HAVE

DO NOT POSE A THREAT TO ME ANYMORE

I AM TALLER DEN U. STRONGER DEN YOU AND YOUNGER DEN YOU

LOOK AT THE MIRROR.

YOUR FACE IS FULL OF WRINKLES FROM FROWNING

WOULD IT HURT TO SMILE MORE AT ME

TO SAY MORE PLEASANT THINGS INSTEAD OF SCOLDING SCOLDING AND SCOLDING

IS THAT SUPPOSED TO BE ENJOYABLE

WOULD IT HURT TO BRING JOY INTO PEOPLE'S LIVES

TO TAKE MORE RESPOSIBILITY FOR YOU FUCKING WORDS

TO TAKE CARE OF WHAT U SAY

TO EVEN THINK

NOT THAT U CAN CUZ U DUN HAVE A BRAIN

FOR ONCE

JUST FOR ONCE

CANT U JUST SHUT UP AND LET ME LEAD THE LIFE I WANT.

THIS IS MY LIFE IF U CANNOT REMEMBER

I HAVE A RIGHT TO LEAD MY OWN LIVE

AND I AM FULLY AWARE OF THAT RIGHT

OF COURSE. CHILD ABUSE IS ANOTHER

VERBAL ABUSE IS ALSO AN ABUSE

I AM NOT TAHT STUPID TO LET U SCOLD ME AS I WANT

I DUN SLAM DOORS AS I DUN WAN MY EARS TO SUFER

NOT BECAUSE IM AFRAID OF YOU

I WAS BUT IM NOT ANYMORE

AND I WILL NEVER BE SCARED AGAIN

I WILL LET U SEE FOR YOURSELF WHAT I CAN BE

AND BE WARNED

FOR THE REAL ME IS NOT WHAT U THINK



omg. i feel soooo much better after typing that post
i tried my best not to use so many vulgarities!
i am a civilised person and i will not use violence to solve problems.
I WILL NOT.

sheesh. wad a way to end a day.

im sorry for all the pple who came to my blog to search for some enjoyment or another.
WRONG TIMING!


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